Ella, the dramatic musical revue of the life of American songbook diva Ella Fitzgerald at the Omaha Community Playhouse, reveals the anguish behind the legendary performer's sweet voice and carefree persona.
Call it kismet or karma, but the woman portraying her is veteran Omaha chanteuse Kathy Tyree, whose ebullient, easy-going public face has similarly disguised her own torment.
The high points surely outweigh the low points in their respective lives but Tyree's experienced, much as Ella did, her share of failed relationships, including two divorces, and myriad financial struggles.
"I'm in a much better place now," Tyree says.
Known for her bright spirit and giving heart, Tyree's usually worked a regular job to support her and her son. Currently, she's program manager at Omaha Healthy Start. A few years ago she used all her savings and 401K to launch her own production company and after a rousing start one bad show broke the business.
The enigmatic Fitzgerald died in 1996 at age 79 with few outside her inner circle knowing her private travails because her handlers sanitized her regal image as the First Lady of Song.
As Tyree researched Fitzgerald's life for the role, which director Susie Baer Collins offered without an audition, she identified with what Ella did to separate, if not always reconcile, her private and public sides.
"She was very weak and very strong at the same time," Tyree says of Ella. "She had all these secrets and these hurts, all this internal pain, but she always held it together. She was at the top, she was international, she was the goddess of scat."
Fitzgerald was respected for her dignified demeanor, the purity of her well-modulated voice and her perfecti elocution, though some criticized her for being too precise, too pristine, too white. All of it helped to popularize jazz.
Tyree says the adoration that flowed Ella's way was due to her talent but also to "how she carried herself as a black woman," adding, "She wasn't Lady Day (Billie Holiday), she wasn't drinking and popping pills and going through all these changes publicly. That takes a lot."
Before getting the role Tyree was lukewarm about the singer. Her favorite female artists were Diana Ross, Patti Labelle and Cher. After months listening to the Ella canon, Tyree says ,"I have a completely different appreciation for her. Now I am a fan. This woman was a walking instrument. She could do just amazing things with her voice."
Because the script peels back the layers of myth around Fitzgerald's antiseptic image, Tyree now feels connected to the real woman behind the silky voice and prim and proper mask.
"There's so much more to her than was allowed to be shared with the world. She definitely has a story, she definitely was singing from a place of pain. In rehearsals I began seeing a lot of the parallels between us."
Both grew up fatherless and both lost a sister. By their mid-teens both were mixed up in the wrong crowd. Just as performing saved Fitzgerald, it gave the "rebellious" Tyree a purpose and discipline she'd lacked. She began singing in church, at Morningstar Baptist, where she still attends today, and at Omaha Technical High School. Outside of her faith, performing is Tyree's spiritual sanctuary.
"For me theater and music are my therapy but from everything I've learned about Ella it was more like her drug. For me it takes me to another place and it gives me a peace and a calm. I leave everything outside. It's like this is a whole other world."
Just as performing helped Tyree cope with insecurities, she guesses it did so for Ella, whose character in the show says, "I'm always OK when I'm on the stage. When I'm not working, I turn off, I get lost."
Tyree's usual reticence about her own turmoil isn't to protect a well-manufactured facade, but a personal credo she inherited.
"I shared with Susie (Baer Collins) in a read-through that in my family we have a rule – you never look like what you're going through. Though I've been through a lot, I've had a lot of heartbreak and heartache, I never look like what I'm going through, and that was Ella.
"It's a pride thing. I was raised by strong black women. These women had to work hard. Nobody had time for that crying and whining stuff. It was, 'Straighten your face up, get yourself together, keep it moving.'"
She says what she doesn't like about Ella is "the very same thing I don't like in myself," adding, "Ella didn't have enough respect for herself to know what she deserved. She didn't have those examples, she didn't have a father. People always say little boys need their fathers, well little girls need their fathers. too. They need somebody to tell them they're beautiful. They deserve somebody in their life that isn't going to abuse them. When you don't have that you find yourself hittin' and missin', trying to figure it out, searching for that acceptance and that love. That's very much our shared story."
That potent back story infuses Tyree's deeply felt interpretations of Fitzgerald standards. Tyree's singing doesn't really sound anything like her stage alter ego but she does capture her heart and soul.
Tyree, a natural wailer, has found crooning ballad and scat-styles to conjure the spirit of Ella. Tyree makes up for no formal training and the inability to read music with perfect pitch and a highly adaptable voice.
"My voice is very versatile and my range is off the charts," Tyree says matter-of-factly. "I can sing pretty much anything you put in front of me because it's all in my ear. I've been blessed because they (music directors) can play it one time and I get it."
She considers herself a singer first and an actress second, but in Ella she does both. She overcame initial doubts about the thick book she had to learn for the part.
"It's a lot of lines and a lot of acting and a lot of transitions because I'm narrating her life from 15 years-old to 50."
But after months of rehearsal Tyree's doing what she feels anointed to do in a space where she's most at home.
"This is where I get to be lost and do what I do best, this is where I don't miss. I think it's because it's coming from a sincere place. My number one goal is that everybody in the audience leaves blessed. I want to pour something out of me into them. I want 'em to leave on a high. It's not about me when I'm on stage. This is God-given and there's a lot of responsibility that comes with it to deliver."
This popular performer with a deep list of musical theater credits (Ain't Misbehavin', Beehive) feels she's inhabiting the role of a lifetime and one that may finally motivate her to stretch herself outside Omaha.
"I'm still like blown away they asked me to come do this show. I still have goals and dreams and things I want to do. As you go through your journey in life there's things that hinder those goals and dreams and they cause you to second guess and doubt yourself – that maybe I don't have what it takes. I'm hoping this will instill in me the courage to just go for it and start knocking on some of those doors."
Ella continues through March 30. For times and tickets, visit www.omahacommunity playhouse.com.
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